twenties to thirty

Yesterday I wore a purple dress and so coincident that my colleague wore purple baju melayu too. Hmm! dont like the purple clash. It is way too quiet in my office, no music is allowed, can u imagine that? Well, not exactly no music, maybe to the volume that ant can hears it. My lady boss just don't like it. Working here is just fine, not so busy for me. Sometimes, I rather go lunch alone. A vegetarian, two ladies trying to lose weight by eating vege only, another colleague who always go lunch late, what can I expect? My ex-colleagues said that they can never eat lunch alone, it is so pathetic. But for me, it is alright coz I can choose whatever I like but I definitely won't go movie alone. I always have the urge to do that, but....it's pathetic. Lol.

Few days ago the radio DJs was talking bout turning from twenties to thirty, what it means to guy and girl. 8 more years to go I am turning 30. It makes me think where will I be and what I can achieve in 8 years time. Will I own a car, a house, at the peak of my career? or married to a rich guy and just stay at home? Haha. Probably at that time I already clearly know what I want in life. For now, I seem a bit directionless what I want to do. Anyway, my violin exam is less than 4 months from now. It's time to gear up!

from tea bag to finished up tea. Cute!

step in step out

I dunno whether I had made the wrong decision to ask for early release for internship and work permanently in another company. I couldn't understand the silly policy taylors has and because of this i have to delay my graduation for 4 months! *cut the long story* More worse, I couldn't graduate with my classmates..i can't imagine if I am the only tourism student turn out for the convocation. Argh. Anyway, it is too late for me to realize how GOOD taylors is. I just have to live with my decision.

So happen that I handed over my job to a new intern in old company and the next day my new colleague handed over her things to me, it was her last day. The new intern called me today to ask bout previous enquiry. I told her to ask anything before I leave, and how the hell she got my number! I wonder I leave anything in the old company, I was there for a month but I don't think I did a great job.

I am too optimist towards event. For now, I became directionless as I want typical 9 to 5 job at the same time i desire a challenging job. For Malaysians, it is hard to find a clear cut between work and personal time. Event basically is a 24-hour job, a guy once told me, he has seen so many event ppl and none of them is committed to any relationship. To me, it is a job that sacrifices a lot. Even my current job is rotating to hold a 24-hour careline in case any urgent amendment to made. It is all about customer service.